Walters ordered the man to "drop it" while he backed up and considered his options. He knew he could only back up so far because of a rock and shrub wall that blocked his retreat. He wanted to use his OC spray, but the subject was too far away. He wanted to use his TASER, but the subject had a knife and Walters had no backup to provide lethal cover. "Drop it!" Walters yelled repeatedly. He couldn't think of the word "knife," the "it" that he wanted the subject to drop. (Walters later told the grand jury that he was "more scared" by this incident than anything he has faced in 13 years of police work.)
The subject kept moving forward, X-acto in hand. Walters backed up. The wall was getting closer. Worse, if he waited much longer, he knew that the angle of any defensive shots he might fire might send his rounds into the visitors center. "Drop it!"
In fear of his life, Walters opened fire. Two rounds struck the subject, but he kept coming. Walters fired two more. The subject - later identified as 58-year-old Jack Dale Collins - went down, mortally wounded.
A grand jury cleared Walters of any wrongdoing in the shooting. But before it returned that finding, this panel asked some of the dumbest questions in the history of jurisprudence. They wanted to know the usual: Why didn't Walters shoot the knife out of Collins' hand? Why didn't Walters shoot to maim? Why didn't the first two shots knock Collins down? Why would Walters be in fear for his life since he was wearing body armor? And my favorite of all time: An X-acto is just a small blade; could that really kill you?
That last point about the size of the knife was actually one of the primary arguments used by people who commented on stories in the Portland News and a primary contention of the city's liberal elite. Only someone who has never faced the real possibility of being slashed or stabbed would ask such a question. It's stupid beyond reason.