During the Candlelight Vigil, I was honored to sit on the dais as a Names Reader. As I stared out at the crowds, I clutched the booklet that contained the names of those heroes who would be honored that evening. Then I watched as some 30,000 people—officers, their families, survivors of the fallen, and police supporters—lit candles while the name of each fallen officer from the preceding year and officers who were discovered through research to have made the ultimate sacrifice in prior years was read. Through the reading of each name, and the performance of each song, and from the sounds of the bagpipes and the bugle, our hearts were warmed as we remembered the fallen.
Within the names booklet, the fallen were listed under the states where they served. Under the state of New York, there was an unusually long list of names. In fact, New York had more fallen officers listed than any other state.
Many attendees and even law enforcement officials were shocked by the large number of New York names. My good friend Will Gross, superintendent of the Boston Police Department, asked me if a lot of the names were attributed to the 9/11 cases. I confirmed that they were, sharing that 87 of the names listed represented 9/11 heroes. Recognizing some of those names, my eyes teared up with both sadness and pride. Superintendent Gross, myself, and everyone else on the dais shared the same thought: It's about time our forgotten 9/11 heroes were remembered.
As the different law enforcement leaders stepped up to the microphone to read the name of each fallen New York hero, I stared at the bracelet I wear every day bearing the name of Sgt. Edward "Ned" Thompson. Ned was one of the first 9/11 toxin exposure cases to be approved by NLEOMF as a duty death and to have his name inscribed on the sacred Law Enforcement Officers Memorial Wall. In 2017, Police Unity Tour legends Pat Montuore and Harry Phillips presented me with Ned's remembrance bracelet. Ned's fatal end of watch date of March 9, 2008, is engraved on the bracelet, along with his name and the Unity Tour's rose and shield symbol. If I could see his photo through the bracelet, I know he'd be smiling. We don't always get everything right the first time, but honor is an indomitable force that does find its way.
In addition to the 87 9/11 toxic exposure fallen who were honored at this year's Candlelight Vigil, there are a total of 229 names of 9/11 heroes inscribed on the Memorial Wall. Sadly, that number will continue to increase as more 9/11 first responders fall victim to diseases associated with sustained toxin exposure. We stand ready to honor all these heroes. As Chief Montuore (Ret.) and Sgt. Phillips (Ret.) repeatedly say to me, "We'll never run out of wall to honor our fallen 9/11 brothers and sisters."