That's right, it is invisible, and like all invisible things it's...well... hard to see...I mean understand. Just think about how you were fresh from the academy, a fine tuned instrument of crime fighting expertise and awareness. Everything, every call, every stop, was intense and exciting. You were fully alert, alive, and ready for the next adventure.
Even the warning in the academy to never fall into a routine, to be unpredictable, seemed unnecessary as I raced about from call to call, or prowled the alleys and side streets of Tucson.
Years later, I can remember how routine erodes that excitement and our attention to the "possible threat" and gets us into the mindset of, "been here, done it." In fact, routine doesn't just make us comfortable, it actually "detrains" us, robs us of our edge, our intensity, and-as I read in officer killed reports-can even steal our lives.
I remember driving behind a strip mall, ninja-like in my stealth and cunning, a rookie on a mission to catch the business burglar that was haunting our area. In a dark corner of the business I saw a shape and lit it up. It was the Sarge, hidden in the darkness. When he didn't gesture for me to come over, I moved on wondering if he was going to yell at me for sneaking around with my headlights off.
The Sarge didn't say anything and midnights during the weekdays had us begging for a hot call after 3 a.m. We just did our hunting, and area businesses kept getting hit.