As I have discussed, a cold case investigator need to be curious, be a keen observer of human behavior, be willing to test theories, and be meticulous in record keeping. But there's one attribute he or she needs more than any other and that's dedication.
Dedication is something that cannot be learned. It is a trait you either have or don't have.
The best professional compliment I ever received was when I was told by two different, well-respected fellow officers on separate occasions, "If I was ever lying dead somewhere on a street corner, I would want you standing over me investigating my death." As an investigator, I could not ask for a higher, more humbling compliment.
But dedication takes its toll. One of the toughest challenges faced by any homicide investigator, even those of us who specialize in cold cases, is turning off the case. We go to bed at night and continually think of ways to solve the case or who may have done it or what we could be doing better. For me personally, the victims stay with me and the crime stays with me regardless of what I am doing.
The way I look at my job is this. There is good and evil in this world…and most of the time evil will win, especially in a justice system where the prosecution has to prove a case beyond a reasonable doubt. However, eventually, as in all things, good will triumph over evil. So, just because the bad guys have gotten away with it for years and years doesn't mean that evil prevailed. I am here to even the playing field and hold those who are responsible for heinous crimes accountable for their deeds. I have come to do battle against the murderers, rapists, and other horrendous villains of the world. It is good vs. evil in the purest sense. And I believe justice will prevail.